the Optimized Edge of: physical/psycho/spiritual manifestation

I appreciate your mantra, am using it, and agree that belief & positive manifestation are critically important in all our lives! I meditate daily, believe that I am a conscious manifestation of all that I believe, think & is, and therefore connected with all life's possibilities. At 66 I am now, more than ever, in awe of the incredibleness of life and my opportunity to participate in it. I do believe I am on the right track, here & now. My most recent test results are in a previous email Just seeking that extra edge of physiological / psycho / spiritual knowingness that plugs into my carbon / light based body to garner the "Optimized Edge"!!! Perhaps my age and lack of optimization this last decade has put me at a disadvantage......some shit just takes longer than others.. 1)That said, from your "experience", can you tell me how many ml of Tcyp I can reasonably take per week? (presently 1ml/weekly) 1.2? 1.4? 1.5? ??? 2)How high can one's "Free T" go, withOUT concern?? At 1252, can I push 1300 ? 3)Again, from your experience, physiologically, where does therapeutic T reach a point of diminishing return? Your offerings and willingness to share are much appreciated on this grand journey! namaste