how can i get the motivation to change as a person?
i’ve been slacking off for almost 5 months now. i want to lose weight, better my hygiene, start new hobbies, and try to solve my mental issues. i have a digital piano and treadmill that i’ve stopped using since the end of june. i also collect vinyls but i’ve only played some of them once, is that normal? i feel like i’ve wasted a bunch of money. my room is messy and full of stuff i dont use, and i need to save $5000 to redecorate. i just dont have any motivation and in my head im using my messy room as an excuse. i also feel like my crush is holding me back. i focus too much on them and i need to start focusing on myself.